mynolife

for the moment listening to a song that I love, a song I've been listening to for a long time and that doesn't seem to get bad at all. It reminds me of hard times, of laughing, of french and of pretty much everything I want to relate it to for the moment.

But right now, it just make me feel like I've been growing away from these hard times. These last days have been pretty hard but now I feel stronger then ever, like I can do anything, and I LOVE it!

It's so hard to explain but by making things on my own, actually try something new, make me feel like I am good. Which I couldn't think before. Now I can look myself in the mirror and say to my self that I'm good, or that I look okey, and actually not mean it as a joke to myself. For some people this might sound crazy, but it's exactly how it is actually. I would lie if I said it is like this all the time even now, of course I have bad days, but the fact that they're not that many and not that bad is a big difference for me.

I'm having the time of my life! Trying things I never thought I would; today mountain biking, yesterday canoe polo, other times snow caving or tramping.
as I was singing on monday on my solo performance (that actually went good because of wonderful friends<3) I'm where and who I want to be. No change of heart, a change in me

Love ya